I am only 28 years old so allow me time to develop a hard shell where I can separate personal from professional appropriateness like not being so emotional about everything. I’m a human being, I can’t fake it.
I had a dream that I had a heart to hear with PSH about my dog dying. I don’t know what that means but it was oddly comforting after crying my eyes out all night.
what I’ve learned in life is that you can be a happy, healthy being and be struck out of nowhere for no good reason with cancer and be forced to suffer a long, cruel unfair death before people are ready or okay to say goodbye. so to that I say “why bother” and “fuck you cancer.”
I am hurting like hell saying goodbye tomorrow.
The Menzingers are my “almost 30 adult angst” band now.
GOOD CALL LAURIE & FRENCHIE
this is the first year I have not made any goals for myself. I’m just breezing through like a lazy piece of shit. just, too tired to be ambitious or get a new hobby. and I really actually don’t care.
damnit, the North Fork is the set of the latest Girls episode. please please please don’t let the North Fork now get overrun by dumb girls.
so, I found my doppleganger is 1/2 of Broad City. except she leads a far more interesting, hysterical life than me.
[also this show is hilarious]